Reclaiming Fragmented Aspects of Self
A primary focus of the Warrior’s path is to gather and reclaim energy. A substantial energy loss for us are our fragmented selves. But before I describe the process itself I will give a little ‘candy for the reason’ as we all like this.
In a lifetime we have specific lines of probabilities. At the center of these probabilities there is a core probability, which one could say is our destiny, or what our Dreamer has in mind for us in this lifetime. Most never embark on their Path of Destiny because they have been thrown off of it, usually at a very young age. We get thrown off our core probability when we are wounded. Living in the dysfunctional society we do, we are all wounded. It is part of the human condition of this time frame.
When we are wounded growing up, we fragment. When we fragment a sub-personality is created and a new line of probability is formed. Most people fragment many times in a lifetime, each time shifting their current line of probability farther away from the original core probability. Many actually live in one of these fragmented selves or personalities.
We have our fullest power available to us when we are living our core probability in our core self. There are specific techniques to reintegrate fragments and reclaim our energy. Recapitulation is one of these. During the recapitulation the warrior strives to reintegrate his or her fragmented selves (this is not the only thing recapitulation is used for but it can be used as a tool to do so). We bring these back to our core self and reintegrate these fragments. By doing so we begin to move back towards our core line of probability. This is a very powerful way to reclaim your energy.
Although we may not be conscious of it, each fragmented personality continues to exist on its own line of probability until it is brought back and integrated back into the core self. It drains you of your energy. It takes energy to sustain the fragment. When you are on your core line of probability you are aligned to your Dreamer. You live the life your Dreamer intends for you. Your Dreamer is able to manifest your life through you in accordance to your Path of Destiny. Most people are always scrambling to manifest their lives. They are trying to manifest a good job, a good income, a good relationship. It takes a lot of energy to do this. It takes even more energy to progress on one’s path.
When you are on your Path of Destiny you find your life lining up for you. Your Dreamer is much bigger and much more powerful than your human personality. It is capable of manifesting the dream, which is your life. But it can only do this when you are in alignment and, at least to some degree, have brought the fragmented parts of self back to your core. By bringing back your fragments you reclaim vital energy that is being used to keep these fragments alive. By returning to your core probability you enable your Dreamer to manifest your life for you (it is actually a co-creation). You free up much of the energy you spend trying to manifest your life, as the Dreamer can now do its job and handle this for you. You can then use this energy to progress on your path. This accelerates your growth. (Actually the Dreamer handles the big things, the major events in your life. You still get to fill in the details).
{posted 1999/8/23}
Love and Light,
Kristopher
http://masteryofawareness.com
Thanks Kristopher,
I like this. Please send me the
info on the process of reintegrating
our fragments.
Mardee
Comment by Mardee — January 17, 2005 @ 8:57 pm
I read about self reintergration and done some work before, but never with such clarity and power. Please send me more info. Thanks
Comment by Nena — February 25, 2005 @ 11:32 am
I really like how you explained how fragments are formed and how they affect our lives. While reading your article, I immediately had flashback of some signifigant events in my life which contributed to the fragmentation of my being. I would definitely like to receive info, if you have any, on reclaiming and regathering the fragmented parts of self into the dreamer. Thanks alot!
Comment by Spyder — April 12, 2006 @ 3:59 pm